Tiger's Journal
1-2-05
Once again I attempt to keep an online journal. I had a livejournal thing, but I forgot the password. So I'm gonna use freewebs and stuff. I've been doing alot of thinking lately. You know, "What am I gonna do for the rest of my life?" Kind of thinking. I didn't make the play, nor did I make tech. I know I'm not the best actor in the world, but hell there was like 64 spots and I didn't make it. I should be glad that I even got into this school from how I acted in my other one. Well I should say happy New Years, but I have to wonder how long it'll stay happy for.
1-4-05
Somebody shoot me and make my life better. Shoot me and get it over with.
1-6-05
I like someone and I doubt they like me back. But in away I keep thinking they like me too. I sound like I'm in grade school again. I shouldn't say who it is, just incase they ever read this entry. But hell, who would take time from their life just to read this. This stupid webjournal thing. They kissed me today. I was really glad I wasn't on the webbie for once. (Yes it wasn't a real kiss. But I wish it was real.)
1-10-05
UBERLY GOOD MOOD! I was at No's house today and we just screwed around and such. I watched the Banana Phonw flash thing today for like three hours straight. Hence today's icon. No seems to be a bit down. But to be honest you have to wonder when she isn't. But I love her dearly. Matt is going off to the college soon and then I won't have to deal with him anymore! Bebbeh Logan has been the bestest brother ever and I luff him. Such a good mood I think I'm gonna go waste my life away on furcadia!
1-24-05
I haven't written anything in here for a very long time. But to be honest I could care less. I got in a fight at school. The pulled a fucking blade on me. A FUCKING BLADE! I thought we were safe in school. Well I still have no idea what I did to that bitch, but I hope she burns in hell. Bitch -.-
1-25-05
Well a mass of things have been going on. I will be getting surgery on chest to remove some fluid from my lungs. And my fucking idiotic mother wants me to get a therapist. She's like "Your not expressing yourself enough. You need to talk more. Why don't you ever smile." Blah, blah, blah. Fuck her. I've given up with ever getting along with her. But I should be able to keep up with this journal thing for I will be bringing my laptop to the hospital. Well wish me the best of luck. ^_^;;;;;
1-27-05
No, my best friend in the whole world. If you read this, you will know that your still wanted here. We've been through so much. Did so many crazy things. If you were to leave me, I would die slowly and painfully on the inside. I love you No, you've saved me from so much. We ran away with each other. We got caught with each other. We've cried together. We've laughed together. You drive me to school. You lend me money when I want ice cream. I would never want you to die. Ever. I love you No... I really love you. If it's true the no body like you, and everybody want you to die. Come find me. I'll always be there for you. I'll always need to you. No... We've done so much together. When we die... we will die together.
-Later-
Well if you read the entry above... I found out No attempted suicide the other night. Me being stuck in the hospital with a huge cut under my rib cage. My best friend, trying to kill herself I can't believe it. The fucking world did this to her. She's never done anything to anyone. And still they hurt her. I'm the one you want. Not her... don't hurt my No.
1-29-05
Leaving the hospital today, No is gonna be in there for some time. Tears still flow down my cheeks. Both tears of sadness, and some tears of joy. She's alive and for that I rejoice. I havn't told anyone about this, 'cept Tak. I hope No pulls through all of this. If she does, I'll try to do better in life.
1-9-05
Home sick... o_o, think I'm getting the flu. This icon... this happy icon is for that someone. That someone that I'm too scared to tell. Tell them that I have feelings for them. They should know who they are if they ever read this.
1-12-05
The best of news, maybe it's only good news for me. But... I can't even say it... I'll show you.
Person :nuzzles
your shoulder: she was just saying how you have a crush on me
Me: o_o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Um...
Person::
Well do you?
Me
: Mebbe
Person:
Wanna know somthing?
Me:
: Sure...
Person:
I have one on you
That is all I have to say.