Black Roses, Black Flames

[ "if your hurting, go home and ice yourselves" ]

Welcome.

hey, for all of u who think that i'm about to commit suicied, I"M NOT! ur totally WRONG and that's messed up. there may be some distrubing poems, but i'm not gonna go and kill myself. lay off.

there is a reason i have this site. it is so people can get to know who i am. but don't get me wrong: if you have an image of me from school, book club, etc. that's still me.

oh yeah, visit all the links, peoples! there are some pretty good ones!

Love life and hate.

My other home pages are as follows:

http://roseofbloodandfirehiddeninthedark.blogspot.com which is my poetry community

http://livejournal.com/users/blkrose4evr

http://xanga.com/blkrose4evr

the URLs of my firend's sites are as follows:

http://www.freewebs.com/jdisking/

http://www.freewebs.com/drkmagik/

http://www.freewebs.com/creature_tamer/

http://www.freewebs.com/nightmaremusic/

http://www.freewebs.com/kathleensblatt/

http://www.freewebs.com/pendragonanime/

http://www.freewebs.com/spacewhale/

http://www.freewebs.com/rubywyvern

http://www.freewebs.com/poopoogirl/

http://www.freewebs.com/firerysouls/

this is from my quiz.. take it and vote on it. pls.
you have pain in your eyes. it will always be
there. but that is who you are. let it be
known.

what do you have in your eyes?
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have fun.

Here's an overview of my site:

Guestbook, obvious. neat pics i've found will be under pictures. Oh, and the rant pages are my diaries. they are 100% true!! but also quite profane....

	I'm so an Angel

	Who Am I?
	Nobody knows my true face my true personality. I am cruel, cold, an icy bitch. I thrive in the darkness of my selfishness. ................................. you only know what I tell you. sometimes people come u[p to me and ask me if I'm okay. Yeah, bug off. I only look different because I have let my guard down. It is too exhausting wearing so many different masks... sometimes I wonder if I have a heart. If I do, it is lined with thorns. does blood run through my veins? Or just the superficial red juice that I am made of? I hate my life, even though I love my body and my friends. You have no idea what I go through when I get home. I wear a mask. I lie like its a bodily function. my house, my life, all are made out to be perfect. They're anything but. I may know what a lot of you are going through. Then again, maybe not. I wont console you or like to you here. But I wont leave you with salted wounds unless you want me to. do you really want to know who i am? you might not believe me. you wnat to know what my life is like? you might not believe me. you might not even want to talk to me if i tell you. next time you see a knife, think of the smooth, precision blade, and the cool feeling on your skin.

	Mirror, Mirror
	have you ever looked in the mirror and saw that you were not who you wanted to be? do you find yourself crying in the middle of the night for no reason? want to blow up at your firends because you need a vent? your not alone. i do all that a lot. i know i blow up at my firends a lot, but i have no idea why. im sorry guys. you all think my life is so effing perfect. welll, its not. i cant say.... you all think you know everything about me, well, you know nothing. you only know what i want you to know.

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