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"Untitled" (2001) |
"Demographics" (1998) |
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Lift Me Up This Is Not The Calling Do What You Say Overkill Need Light Your Kisses Blind Me Tonight Gratitude The Way You Are Violently Fall Away |
How Long Scream All Over Me Heaven Lay It Down Nightglow Blow My Mind Halo Rush Secret Hands Live Out Loud I Love You |
To Get Thru Swoon Draw Water Falling Up Parent Olah Thumping Friends Give It Up The Healing |
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------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 01. Lift Me Up Seeing thru a hole in time Looking at this world of mine All the words we're had to say All the dreams to light the way It's been fine though we've been apart But it's only just begun Far away from home But baby I'm not alone Lift me up Turn me around I got to get my feet off the gorund Lift me up Turn me around Sunrises in black and blue Sunsets say I love you too Said I had strength to stand my ground said I had wings to fly Far away from home But baby I'm not alone And everyday away hurts a little more But every day away is easy to ignore ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 02. This Is Not I try to make make myself fit inside your world My time's been spent on being the right girl How far away I am from where I need to be I"m so tired of this useless fantasy Oh This is not what I need to be Oh This not what you mean to me I'm not losing hope I'm not laying blame I know we both want love We both feel the same I'm moving forward to where I need to be My life is spinning in this mystery I tried to be so perfect. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 03. The Calling I see the fire in your eyes and I hope for the world that it never dies I felt the softness of your inner core all your intentions so pure and so raw I hear you calling don't look away We hear you calling Don't turn away I see what you could become I know that your doubt will be undone And as time brings a change There'll be no holding you back again I heard you whisper gently But it's only when you stand on your own that you'll be free I hear you calling We hear you calling Isolation won't be your protection ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 04. Do What You Say You come to me with your look of superiority Have you asked yourself today How real is what you believe? In one moment He will make me complete Do I talk about it To be a part of the elite? Oh, oh-oh-oh, Do what you say Oh, oh-oh-oh, Do what you do Oh, oh-oh-oh, Do what you say Oh, oh-oh-oh, Do what you do You try draw the words out of my mouth Show me what to do But then I'll die if I live thru you We're here to love and not to be manipulated To each his own And that should never be understated Oh, oh, let's see what we've got here Oh, let's take it on ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 05.Overkill I can't get to sleep I think about the implications Of diving in too deep And possibly the complications Especially at night I worry over situations I know will be alright Perhaps it's just imagination Day after day it reappears Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear Ghosts appear and fade away I can't get to sleep It only brings exasperation It's time to walk the streets Smell the desperation At least there's pretty lights And though there's little variation It nullifies the night From overkill Day after day it reappears Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear Ghosts appear and fade away Come back another day I can't get to sleep I think about the implications Of diving in too deep And possibly the complications Especially at night I worry over situations that I know will be alright It's just overkill ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 06. Need The fear I carry in my heart The things that change and turn around me What is it that I become? What is it that it's all undone? I long to be close to You So close I disappear into You Doesn't matter what I try and do You show me what is real and true The person that I hope to be Not bound by anyone's opinion A person with history Moving to my destiny Whatever I'm needing Whatever I'm feeling I give up to You I give up to You (x2) You hold me tight in Your hand That's when I feel the peace that I crave You make me brave to withstand You take me thru this barren land God I hear You speak so clear Your words melt away my fear Even when I'm far - You're near Your love will never disappear That's when I lose myself in You ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 07. Light I said a prayer for you tonight To be strong for the weak in heart I'll be the arms that hold you I will give the strength that you need I'll be your, I'll be your, I'll be your light I'll be your, I'll be your, I'll be your love Together we will be one I'll be your eyes when you feel blind Stand on truth where you may feel doubt I'll be the arms that hold you I will give the strength that you need Together we'll be Together we'll be strong Together we'll be one ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 08. Your Kisses Blind Me I look around I see your face no longer This place I'm in leaves me wondering It takes some time for me to be what you need It won't be long I know the day will come I know your eyes When they fall upon me I dream of this That love drips off my lips I feel so strong It must be your kindness A gift to me You're all I want Beautiful you are to me Moon above a raging sea Beautiful you are to me Flame of fire inside of me Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Your kisses blind me I'm breaking up My walls are coming down now This gravity Pulling me towards you This vast expanse A universe exploding A secret place Just for Beautiful you are to me Moon above a raging sea Beautiful you are to me Flame of fire inside of me Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Na, na, na, na, na-na na-na na-na-na Your kisses blind me With heaven above The light warms my face I feel safe I guess the world will keep turning ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 09. Tonight Could there be this much darkness In one night so long Could there be enough love To combat this night stretching on I will dig my trench in hope It won't be my grave My spirit is more than my flesh is brave Tonight, Tonight I will light my candle And burn it bright in an endless night I can handle, I can Burn it bright in an endless night Come join me, brothers, sisters Bring your children too We will stand together Our faith will bring us through If this is the beginning Of the end of time How much longer have we Got to sing this rhyme Tonight, Tonight I will light my candle And burn it bright in an endless night I can handle, I can Burn it bright in an endless night I see the light of a new day I hold my breath and I pray That we'll be stronger, that we'll be stronger! I'll reach out and take your hand Our love will give us strength to stand And we'll be wiser - we'll be wiser! Tonight, Tonight I will light my candle And burn it bright in an endless night I can handle, I can Burn it bright in an endless night ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 10. Gratitude I feel so purified inside My hands stretched out to this sky so wide Overwhelmed love so free I'll drown inside the tears you weep Deeply magnified, My heart comes alive, inspired This gratitude When it all comes out You're my gift of life Back and forward thru time How good it is to be alive My heart lives inside inspired by your love All you give - so divine My heart is inspired by the life you live So fine dreams run thru my mind My heart comes alive, inspired This freedom and joy that runs so deeply in my heart my heart comes alive my life is inspired > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 11. The Way You Are Hey here comes the surprise You should be waiting with open minds careful you don't turn away You'll soon be screaming to this beautiful display Crystallize, let your spirit become wise Improvise, don't let this world take you for granted The way you are, the way you are Couldn't bring more joy couldn't free me more to live The way you are, the way you are couldn't bring more joy couldn't free me more to give My hearts free, my life's enriched I'm holding on to your hands again The grace rains down as I say I want to live in this beautiful delay As time moves, the story grows My eyes will shine at the sound of your name The day is coming and my heart knows That love and family are all that will remain ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 12. Violently White lights flashing Blood pouring violently Fight got to get thru Got to reach 'til we find you Got to find you Got to fight Got to fight till we reach you Got to reach till we find you (x4) Whispers I can hear you screaming silently Cries of joy, pain, or is it healing? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 13. Fall Away I'm faced with a day that's lost with meaning Everything's nothing I feel like screaming Louder, louder - scream again A heart full of hurts A life needing healing A mouth full of words With so little meaning Closer, closer - you come to me I fall away, away, I fall away, away, I fall away, away, away All of me falls away quickly What I need is not necessity Stronger, stronger - I want to be When I see you my future becomes clear I know why I'm here My life has a meaning Reason, reason - you give to me I fall away, away, I fall away, away, I fall away, away, away ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ untitled ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 01. How Long Stand and I wait And I see See you move Move around me Nothing is as It would seem to be Stand and I pray And I feel Feel You move Move around me Is it all Coming clear to me How long can we wait, will we wait for You to come? How long can we wait, will we wait for You to come? How long can we wait, will we wait for You to come? And lay ourselves down before You Stand and I wait And I see See You move Move around me Nothing is as It would seem to be Stand and I pray And I feel Feel You move Move around me Is it all Coming clear to me I will wait for You I will wait for You ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 02. Scream I want to be clothed in Heaven I want to be covered by your sky I want to be swallowed up by love I want to be swept away You know I'm calling out your name And your love frees me just the same We scream it, we scream it, we scream it Oh Jesus, come down Reveal your holy crown to me I want to be caught in truth I want to be drowned in justice I want to be stunned by faith I want to be swept away You know I'm calling out your name And your love frees me just the same We scream it, we scream it, we scream it Oh Jesus, come down Reveal your holy crown to me ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 03. All Over Me Wave come, wave fall. Cast me on your broken shore. Son come son fall. Cast me on your love so warm. Jesus' love is Jesus' love is All over me all over me Your love is all over me All over me All over me Your love is Christ come, Christ crawl Nailed to a cross so tall All come, all fall All walk with hearts so torn Jesus' love is Jesus' love is All over me all over me Your love is all over me All over me All over me Your love is... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 04. Heaven I had all the words in the world now I've got nothing to say to you got to be a million people that have walked this road before but why does it feel so tough and I am letting go again I think I understand and I am letting go again as heaven is open wide I see these streets come alive as heaven is open wide I see these streets come alive like the sun coming up on a pitch cold night as we face time on our own and I am rediscovering the life that's left to me a sea of rediscovery a sea of rediscovery as heaven is open wide I see these streets come alive as heaven is open wide I see these streets come alive like the sun coming up on a pitch cold night as time goes by I don't see you smile for a while as time goes by I don't a smile for a while expose me God to your light touch my eyes free my soul expose me God to your light touch my eyes free my soul ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 05. Lay It Down Heads up a ring around the sun It burdens me, you know it weighs a ton, yeah Makes me want to run Tears running rings around my eyes You can see I'm not the only one Weighed down by a ton Lay it down, lay it down, lay it down, lay it down At his feet, lay your burden down (2x) Stand back the fire destroys the sky No longer need to be on the run from the sun Hold on to what he's done Hands up, tear the tie that binds God break the masks that make me blind Lay down all I find Lay it down, lay it down, lay it down, lay it down At his feet, lay your burden down I am heavy, I am breathless I am drenched with tears But I am surrounded by your fire I am heavy, I am breathless I am drenched with tears But I am surrounded by your fire ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 06. NightGlow If I close my eyes I can still see This night be light to me Twist and turn in my weak soul Search for Your coal to burn me In Your nightglow, in Your nightglow In Your nightglow, in Your nightglow Though my eyes are tight In a promise sealed Your spirit sees for me And I take Your hand, my heart is Yours To wonder in this land In Your nightglow, in Your nightglow In Your nightglow, in Your nightglow Because of Your nightglow I can see Your nightglow ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 07. Blow My Mind Water running in my desert land Images falling onto blinded eyes Ice cooling on my fevered brow Fire blazing on my coldest night You are good You are fine You blow my mind I see you and I know (x2) Joy breaking through my tightened fist Tongues flowing from my silent lips Air rushing to my crushing lungs Visions rising in my barren mind You are good You are fine You blow my mind I see you and I know ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 08. Halo Even though my heart fades away I will always return to you No matter how far I stray, ohhhh Your love is my halo Your heart is enough I cannot live without you Your heart is enough Even though my heart fades away I will always return to you No matter how far I stray, Ohhhh Your love is my halo (halo) Your love is my halo Your love is my halo (halo) Your love is my halo ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 09. Rush I feel it in my fingers. Feel it rushing down my spine Your love feeding life around me Cleansing my sick mind Your grace, Your grace Your grace, Your grace Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus I feel Your fire inside me Feel it rushing through my blood Your life breaking lies that blind me A revolution deep in love Your grace, Your grace Your grace, Your grace Come put Your head up in my heart Come put Your head up in my heart comeputyourheadupinmyheart Come put your head up comeputyourheadupinmyheart, my heart, my heart Oh Jesus, Oh Jesus Blessed is the man who doesn't walk in the council of the wicked Nor stand in the way of sinners Nor sit in the seat of mockers For his delight is in the law of the Lord In this law he meditates day and night Blessed is the man who doesn't walk in the council of the wicked Nor stand in the way of sinners Nor sit in the seat of mockers For his delight is in the law of the Lord In this law he meditates day and night Whatever he does he prospers, oh, oh, whatever he does prospers ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 10. Secret a dream grows can you kiss it with your lips a life flows can you kiss it with your lips Oh hold me and heal me keep my heart in your hands Oh hold me and heal me keep my heart in your hands my heart fades can you kiss me with your lips my life shades can you kiss me with your lips ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 11. Hands Jesus I feel you near me your hands giving life to my body your spirit healing life to me holding my heart in sweet security God I need your grace let your spirit rescue me God I need your love let your grace shine through me Jesus you fill the space in me sealing these dreams in shapes of purity freeing my heart to deep eternity God I need your grace let your spirit rescue me God I need your love let your grace shine through me God I seek your face let your spirit rescue me God I need your love let your grace shine through me ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 12. Live Out Loud Fire reflecting in these eyes Visions of You, imagine my surprise Sweat hot hands, cold shivers down my spine Visions of You, Your Spirit so divine Live out, live out, live out loud Live out, live out, live out loud Live out, live out, live out loud Your eyes pierce through this life of mine And bring me to give all that I can find Revelation my heart's desire Pull me up and out of the mire Live out, live out, live out loud Live out, live out, live out loud Live out, live out, live out loud I am a witness I'm at the scene of this I'm throwing myself I'm throwing myself into you We will see you come again Jesus ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 13. I Love You (not typed up yet) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ demographics ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 01. To Get Thru whip me around fly me over acres of ground did I see you stand? did I see you fall? whip me around fly me over acres of ground rip me in two lay myself in front of you did I see you stand? did I see you fall? rip me in two lay myself in front of you hope I'm getting thru hope I'm getting thru to you hope I'm getting thru hope I'm getting thru to you you know I hope... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 02. Swoon (not typed up yet) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 03. Draw Water lightning up into the sky - I go seeing beyond this world - you show can I be this honest God - don't know this is me, I'm opened up and up and up drifting up into the light - you show moving to a new place - we go now have I been so blind - I know this is us, we're rising up and up and up and the mouth opens and closes to draw water and I'm yearning for your ways and my eye draws light with which to see and I'm yearning for your ways falling down before your feet - I go praying for the saving grace - you show covered in the blood you bleed - I know this is us, we're opened up and up and up and the mouth opens and closes to draw water and I'm yearning for your ways and my eye draws light with which to see and I'm yearning for your ways ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 04. Falling Up falling falling down falling down falling down stars in the sky falling down around me stars in the sky falling down around me and I will see you come again and I will praise you my God and I will lift up my hands falling falling down falling down falling down walls of my heart falling down around me walls of my heart falling down around me my spinning head my head is spinning my head is spinning round ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 05. Parent would I lie to you if it meant me going down too? would I be losing you if I pushed too far my throat is raw my eyes are sore all this shouting and screaming going on tugging and pulling on my youth just trying to get the truth is this the way it's always been can't change your point of view God is good and this is true what have I left behind oh loving parent what do I hope to be one day oh loving parent would you take me as I am if I couldn't get it right would you still hear me out if I spoke my mind my heart is broken, my mind confused all these expectations way too high tugging and pulling at the truth just trying to understand my youth is this the way it's meant to be can you change your point of view God is good and this is true what have I left behind oh loving parent what do I hope to be one day oh loving parent what have I now become oh hated daughter what have I now become beloved son ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 06. Olah (not typed up yet) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 07. Thumping Friends so sorry to disturb you my circus thumping friends you never ever listened now we're falling in the air ooh and the love falls down like rain ooh and the love falls down like rain oh but you never listen oh but you never listen spend your life trying to buck God's system springs back over your head like a mouse trap so sorry to disturb you my blind fold running friends I see you trip and fall throw your hands up in the air ooh and the sin cuts in like pain ooh and the sin cuts in like pain oh but you never listen oh but you never listen spend your life trying to buck God's system springs back over your head like a mouse trap 13, 14, 15, 16, and the ages rise stand close stand apart don't you put your hands up in my eyes ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 08. Give It Up (not typed up yet) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 09. The Healing I feel your healing touch it might not feel like much but you're getting closer now much closer than I ever thought you'd be than I ever knew you to be dear Jesus oh heal me, heal me, heal me don't want to leave this place see it streaming down my face all this pain is lost in the love I've gained I feel my passion grow it started out so slow but you're getting closer now much closer than I ever thought you'd be than I ever knew you to be dear Jesus oh heal me, heal me, heal me don't want to leave this place see it streaming down my face all this pain is lost in the love I've gained crystal pool, blood so cruel shelter of love, - cloud fire mystery don't want to leave this place see it streaming down my face all this pain is lost in the love I've gained ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ |