I refuse to give up. I have had a vary hard time staying focused on what I want, and need to be doing to get healthy. I just signed up for the Revitalive plan. In one of the intro videos Angela says she does a lot of hand holding throughout the 30 program. I think I need that.
It's been a little over a month now of doing the Raw Fu Challenge. Up until the past couple of days I've been doing good eating 2 meals a day and any snacks 100% raw, and 1 meal cooked; at dinner with the family. But for the past couple of days it's been 2 cooked meals to one raw meal. And the cooked foods weren't even healthy - they were fast food. I think I'm going to just juice for Sunday and Monday. Hopefully that will help me keep this on track and not continue a down hill slide. I also know I've been medicating my emotions with food. We just got notice in the mail that there is a placement hearing next week for our case. That means that the State goes before the judge to get permition for the kids to live with us for the next 6 months. Every 6 months we have to get approved by the courts to keep the kids with us! I want this over so badly....I feel stuffed from my grilled chicken wrap from Sonic, but just felt the urge to go open the refrigerator. Yep, it's emotional. Don't worry I'm getting a big glass of water instead.
