.*.bad boy.*.
I don't know what it is about that bad boy style
all I know is it drives me wild
every time I see you I can't help but smile
all the cute and thugish thing u do
make me wanna stay with u awhile
so you better hurry up and take u pick
cuz u just might be missing out on one bad lil' chick!

-giving up on love-

I'm giving up on loving
you I cant take the pain you've put me through
Deep down I know the feelings are always there
Maybe someday you will care
At least for now I can hide my pain
I know if I dont, I'll go insane
Our time apart has made me realize
There is no second chance when it comes to guys
I almost had you back one time
But of course, you changed your mind
The many excuses that you have told
Are getting lame and really old
We never talk anymore
Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door
It hurts to know you've shut me out
Now i know wut love is all about
You're happy then u cry and cry
Where there was truth becomes all lies
All in all it never ends for good
But then again, who thought it would?

If roses are really red...

If roses are red

And violets are blue

Then why did you use me

When I loved you?

You meant so much to me

And you don't even know

So why did you leave?

What did I do?

Where you angry or mad?

Or scared and sad?

I really don't know

What I did to you

You treat me badly

And everyone knows you do

So why do you do it?

What did I do?

I guess what I want to know is

Were you really my friend, or just a lover?

You hurt me really bad

And left me for another

Roses are red

And violets are blue

The only crime I committed

Was that I fell in love with you

I hate the way you look at me.
And the way you act so weird.
I hate the way you have no clue.
I hate it when you're far, not near.
I hate your stupid everything.
And the way you have no fears.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-
It even makes some tears.
I hate the way I talk to you.
I hate it when you're mad.
I hate it when you make me happy.
Even worse when you make me mad.
I hate it that you're just my friend.
And the fact that you don't care.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit.
It's just not fair.

Neva say I love u
if it isn't really there
Neva talk bout feelings
if you really don't care
Neva hold my hand
if u'r gonna break my heart
Neva say u are gonna
If u dont plan to start
Neva look into my eyes I
f all u do is lie
Neva say hello
If u realy mean goodbye
If u realy mean foreva
Then please say ull try ..
Never say forever..
Because forever makes me cry..

Hatred

I hate when people judge others
On things like what they wear.
I find it ignorant,
And overall not too fair.

Or, when they believe others
About rumours they hear
It proves they are cowards,
People with fear.

THE QUESTION OF LOVE?

How do you describe love?
Is it something that is real?
Is it just about your heart?
Or is it something that you feel?

I don't know exactly what love is,
It's something new for me.
I can't explain the feeling I have,
Or if it is truly meant to be.

I can't describe the feeling of love,
Or for me if it will ever come true.
But I know for sure that in the end,
Love is only out to hurt you!

I fell in love with you and then you broke my heart,

I knew never to love a player,

I was wrong from the start...

Loving you was like ripping out my heart.

I refused to look around me and see

all the terrible things you were doing to me,

I was in my own world and I didn't see all the trouble you were,

I was deeply in love.

Now that's all ruined, you see,

All because you played me,

You had looks, you had charm,

You were slick with your words,

You knew just what to say.

I was foolish to think we were made for each other,

I always prayed you would never love another,

I wanted us to always be with each other.

Loving a player is one of the hardest things ever,

I have learned a lot from my experiences with you,

My heart was broken into two.

I know now, as I look back on my past,

Dating a player will never last,

So, in my future I'll watch what I do,

I won't date anymore players,

But I'll still always love you.

The Player

He'll meet you and sweep you off your feet

He's nice and funny, so cute and so sweet

Surprisingly he likes the same things as you

He does all the things that you love to do

He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams

You belong together, or so it seems

He looks into your eyes and plays with your hair

He tells you that he'll always be there

His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight

His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right

You ditch all your friends for your new obsession

You don't realize your future is full of depression

You think you love him and you give him your heart

Little do you know that he'll tear
 
 
it apart

You do what he wants, you know it's not good

You told him to slow down, and you think he understood

You let it slide by, he's just having fun

You'll learn to like it as time goes on

He's taken your heart and locked it away

And you see him with a different girl the very next day

You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive

He won't do it again for as long as he lives

At this point you have fallen into his trap

He has control when you are his lap

You believe he's sorry, you're together again

You give him a chance, he's your only friend

You're right where he wants you, he molds you like clay

And you see him with girl number 3 the very next day

He got want he wanted, accomplished his goal

He still has your heart, which he evilly stole

He's taken your purity, you still can't believe

You feel hurt, cheap, and extremely naive

If only your hair was nice and straight

If only you looked like you lost some weight

If only your clothes were a little bit tighter

If only your teeth were a little bit whiter

You know he's an ass but you still want him back

And you grieve about the qualities you lack

All you wanted was to have some fun

Now you wish this whole thing had never begun

You wish that someday you would see him cry

That one day he'll know how he killed you inside

But you know he won't, 'cause he's numb to pain

He'll be with some other girl while you cry and complain

Beware of the players, they will steal your heart

And give it back, once it's all torn apart

Don't let them suck you into their game

Because once you lose...

You're never the same

A Long Wait

All my life I had waited for love.

I had prayed to myself and the stars up above:

I would have someone to hug, cuddle and hold,

To borrow a coat from when I was cold.

We'd look up at the moon and share our emotions,

Sit on wet sand in front of the ocean.

I'd hold your hand with your arm brushing mine;

I'd get lost in your eyes from the way that they shine.

Without even knowing I'd fall into a trance.

The way that you smiled would make my heart dance.

Your laugh was assuring, blissful and kind.

Every second with you would stay in my mind.

The joy I had, of love so true,

Slipped from my fingers... my heart, too.

It was so unexpected, it hurt just to hear it,

I couldn't stop crying, I just couldn't bare it.

Your eyes were a lie and so was your smile.

I'll never get over you, at least not for a while.

I was so unaware love could hurt so bad;

Leaving me lonely and much more than sad.

My heart had been broken, it's all your fault,

I wish this pain could come to a halt.

I wish you'd stopped lying and tell me it isn't real.

You said it too late and now I must heal.

I must live with the hurt and all that you've done.

It's impossible to hide, I can't even run.

I wish I had known, I wish I knew.

Now I will wait for a love that is true

Sorry I Wasted Your Time!

They say, "What doesn't kill you

Makes you all the stronger."

But I have to say good-bye...

I can't take it any longer.

I do everything wrong,

Not one single thing right.

As I lie on my bed

Knowing this is my last night.

Too much pain...

Without a will.

I will give up my space on Earth

And give it to someone that doesn't make you ill.

I am sorry I didn't please you

And never made you glad.

I apologize for taking up your time,

And for always making you mad.

I tried everything I could,

But I can't try anymore...

My life is like one

Never-ending war.

My life is at it's end

Yours will only improve.

Don't say a word,

I wouldn't want you to move.

So, to anyone out there,

Not that you care,

Try to find out...

Why God made my life so unfair.

        
A girls worst nightmare

A girls' heart is crushed

By the only boy she loved

He left her standing there

Alone helpless and still in love

He hurt her so bad

He made her cry

Told her he found someone else

To love, hold and cherish tonight

She looked at him

And began to pray

Please God

Don't let him go away

I want him to stay

I love him so much

He means everything to me

His mind body soul and touch

Someone heard this young girls wish

For the next day

The boy was standing

Ready to dish

He knew he did wrong

And wanted to make it right

For she was the girl for him

And he wanted to be with her tonight

So as this story comes to an end

Listen up girls and let me tell you then

Not all these guys are meant for you

So don't let them break your heart in two.