As I look far into the distance, I see the waves of the sea gentle and inviting, the blue waters refreshing and calming, I find my Shanti!
Rico my new friend and Yoga instructor positions me into our desired yoga pose. This morning I had a valuable leasson on peace, breathing techniques and the magical miracle of choosing to live life happy, casting your worries onto creation and your Creator. If your problems and worries seem big know that our Creator is much bigger. A simple choice that is all that is required to overcome the strife and battles that often settle in our heart and mind. We as humans spend way too much time and effort contemplating on the problems of tommorrow that we perceive to foresee. Realistically that is such a terrible and costly habit. Not only can we not control the future of tommorrow but we do not have much power to change its circumstances. What we really are expected and are created to do is live the happiest and most peaceful today that we possibly can. In doing so, we can affect and influence tommorrows and our futures. Allow the Universe to see that you as an individual can handle your task of today and only then will the Universe entrust you to determine your desired future. LIVE FOR TODAY!!
To all my brothers and sisters of this world, strive to find your Shanti everyday of your life. Peace & Blessings Always
Namaste
JJ
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This week I was forced to evaluate myself and look into that scary mirror of truth. You know the one...., the ONE we do not like to look at with our true reflection undeniably starring back at us. This miserably good mirror can be a blessing or curse. As for me I choose my reflection in the "Mirror of Truth" , to be a blessing a vessel of true understanding of self.
As daddy's little girl my father has always been a good loving daddy but unfortunately also a not so good husband. Maybe as a young girl I interpreted and diggested that type of behavior from a man as LOVE. My father and mother divorced at a very young age for me and as a single 35 year woman I am still on a quest to find my dad's replica to stay and love me forever.
The truth is my father did the best that he could and I must learn to understand what LOVE truly is and recognize it when it enters my life. I cannot change my past but only grow stronger from it. My parent's destiny is not mines to bear. My prince , love and friend is uniquely ordained for me by my Awesome Creator. He is like no other and custom ordered and made from Earth for me.
I have spent many years trying to convince men who are not able or ready to love me to love me. What our good Creator gives us comes with no burden nor sorrow. As women we must allow and trust that our Lord is most equipped to determine the receiver of his gift to ADAM - WOMAN! As a gift a WOMAN, allow your maker to appoint the lucky receiver of YOU! As much as things change they really just remain the same . Trust in your Creator and allow your spirit to accept only goodness in your life.
Be Blessed Always,
Today I am plagued with loneliness and depression. Although I have choosen to purge my heart and insecurities through the outlet of these internet pages, I in my everyday fight to survive on this earth am not the most social of butterflies*** So before I start I would like to say THANK YOU in advance for hearing my feminine cries. I have come to learn that as a human being myself, I am not to expect any other human to have compassion and understanding towards my heart and emotional imperfections and hurts.
That has been a very hard pill to swallow for me. I do not know why but still at 35 I am defiant to accept that realistic understanding about US:HUMANS! If we made in the likeness of our Creator in his infinite kindness and mercy, then why do we act so contradictorary to those precious and glorious qualities in character? I for one am definetely made in the originality of my loving and gracefully appropriate Creator. Then why can I not meet a compatible soul to share my journey in this world with me. Sometimes I feel that my YAHWEH wants me all to himself.
I for one am truly proud and satisfied greatly with the woman I am today. I hear everyday how beautiful and amazing I am , yet I cannot sem to get respected for my character versus my curves, smile and passionate eyes and glare. Why can't a man see how pure and spiritually clean my soul shines.
My father in our quiet hours of meetings, tells me that as he is not recognized nor appreciated in this world so shall be my fate for I have choosen to follow him. I may not be recognized as a Gem on this earth by many but I must always remember that at his pearly gates in his home, I will always be recognized and welcomed as the princess and gift that I have strived so hard to be.
As I write this in a dive bar&restaurant in a remote place and streets of Jamaica and as my tears fall on my notepad and my oneness settles, I am appreciative and grateful for my only TRUE LOVE, the love of my father and Creator.
FOR I AM TRULY NEVER ALONE!
WE AS AMBASSADORS OF GOODNESS & TRUTH MUST NEVER FORGET WE ARE NEVER ALONE!!
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