Music has been added!  I know the quality is real cheesy but atleast there is something.  

Also, the top site links I go to have been added.                   March 12, 2004

I like alot of bands and people.  METALLICA  is so awesome!  I just saw them March 6th.  It was my first time going to their concert and it was great.  Yeah i know i sound like a dork, but oh well, it was awesome!  I wish I could have gone to a Nirvana concert.  I love them and Kurt Cobain.   Maybe someday i will go to a KoRn concert or something.  I love them too!  Also there is Fugazi.  I hope i can see them some day.  I am sure it would be awesome too.  Their music is Beautiful!  oh Alice in Chains rocks.  I like alot of the old stuff (aka 80's to 90's bands and older than that).  Rest in Peace Kurt and Layne!  Led Zeppelin rocks too, and of course the Beatles!  ohohoh, System of a Down!  Those guys are so cool!!!  Geeze there is so much:  Dead Kennedy's, Subhumans/ Citizen Fish, Minor Threat, Black Flag, STP, the Ramones, the Cure, the Clash, oh and the MISFITS!  The Smiths, Pixies, Radiohead, Tears for Fears, Ozzy/Black Sabbath, 311, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rage Against the Machine, Audioslave, Sound Garden, Megadeth, Slayer, Pantera, Motorhead, Rammstein, No Doubt's old stuff, Blondie, Social Distortion, Slipknot, Stonesour, Murderdolls, Static-X, Suicidal Tendencies, Danzig, Kittie, Jack off Jill, the Distillers, Fear Factory, Tantric, DevilDriver,  Tool, A Perfect Circle, Coal Chamber, Cranberries, Nine Inch Nails, Sublime, Depeche Mode, Smashing Pumpkins, the Violent Femmes, Rob/White Zombie, Godsmack, Cold, P.O.D., Blind Melon, Chevelle, Mudvayne, Dramarama, the sex pistols, Drowning Pool, Cracker, Foo Fighters, the Breeders, Queen, R.E.M., umm, and a whole bunch of other stuff that i can't think of right now.

  There is people i hate though too, like  Good Charolette or however the ____ they spell their name.    I could kill them, just becuase they are so stupid and annoying.  And all those other bands that think they are punk or emo crap.  Those new little whinny boys can just stick a pie in their hole and shut the *$%@ up!  Hey this is just my opinion, but i have to warn you it might just very well be fact.  If you think differ than I respect that, I guess.  But yeah I get annoyed of people very easily.  I get so annoyed that i go crazy and psycho and stuff.

    So basically I like stuff that falls in the genres of basically rock-hardcore punk, old stuff, heavy metal, alternative stuff, ska, and basically just rock stuff.  I don't know something like that.

  A LOOK INTO MY MIND:   Omg, I have not edited this site in so long, sorry I have been busy with my so called life.  Yep.  Alot of crazy shit has been going on ever since I was born, well in my life I mean.  I mean crazy shit has been going on since forever, but yeah, I was talking bout my life and the people in my life.  ok, damn, I should have kept a journal my whole life, I always said I should, then I never did, but it all would have burnt anyways, so it is a good thing I do have my mind.  Even though its all psycho, I still remeber memories, and they way I felt at sometimes, kinda, maybe, do u have any idea wat i saying?  I don't know either, i mean i do, but ughghhg, people must get so annoyed of me.  Anyways it would take a very long time to tell you, who ever you are, what has been happening in my whole life, so maybe I will write a book someday, though i doubt anybody would want to read it, but I would just do it for me i guess so i could keep track of stuff and remeber stuff. Yup.  yeah.  you know it.  Sometimes i think in need depression medicine, but sometimes i don't.  lol.  I have a good life, and i am so lucky.  I should never complain, how stupid and selfish i am when i think i am having a bad day.  Oh well.  It is weird how stuff can really suck at the same time, but there is also some good things going on.  Like today, my second to last day of school, sucked bad.  But it is still good cuz i am almost done.  But i still had a breakdown, and cried.  Damn, i hate when you think things are just going good, and then something just comes out of nowhere.  That always happens. and then i say next time i will know when something is gonna happen, but i never do. ughhg it makes me mad.  And just when you think things could not get any possibly worse, it does, and you wish u were just stuck with the problems you just had instead of the new ones that just came up.  yup.  Please ignore my disuse of correct grammer and capitalization, and watever else i have done wrong, including shortcuts in spelling, spelling errors, etc.  yeh, so today is June 16, 2004, i believe.  I just had 2 out of my last 3 finals today.  I just wanted to die.  Math, my best subject so i thought up until now, i totally blew.  I panicked so bad, i haven't really had a chance or i haven't taken the time to study anything.  Everything else i have been getting by with, science, i just pulled it out of that dark, web-filled, dusty place in the back of my head.  And math, i figured, how could i really study for that?  I usually do fine in math too, but this test was the most hardest test i had ever taken.  It sucked so bad.  i mean even if i fail, i will still have an A most likley in the class, but that is not the point.  It was hard, and that fusterated me.  I thought i was gonna puke or have a heart attack or something.  And everything else was already going all wrong too, before that.  I think the sadness affected my work on these past 2 finals.  anyways, with all the things that went wrong this past year, i think it is still the better then the few years before it.  I actually have real friends now, besides my family.  My whole family is great, and for awhile were the only real friends I had.  I am so fortunate to have met such cool people at my church, other places, and school.  My old schools sucked bad, but i didn't even no how bad it was till i found out better.  I did not want to go to Aquinas Highschool at all.  I thought it was gonna be just like St. Anne's and St. Adelaide's with the preppy snobby people, who are so not open minded, but i am not saying everyone was like that, but there were alot.  I was so tired of it.  But at aquinas, there is still peoples like that, but atleast there is more people, and some like me, with the same beliefs, thoughts, interests, and dorkiness, hahaha lol.  We all kinda went through the same stuff, so we could all relate.  And plus there is alot of people nice to me, which is cool, cuz its nice when people are nice, you know wat i saying?  yup, u do, and if u don't u better find out.  I am nice, and u know it, so shut up.  j/k lol.  anyways, i am gonna miss alot of the people i met this year.  It will be such a lonely year next year, but there is some of my close friends there, that will be there still hopefully, and there is the other people that i befriended, and they befriened me.  Hey, besides, I was a loner for awhile, and it really wasn't bad, and dur dur, who says i still won't be friends with the people that are leaving,  i forget, we can still be obviously, its just that at school it will be weird without them, but i do have alot of friends that never even went to my school and we are still friends, so yeah, it will be ok i am sure.  dang, i am gonna be a sophmore already.  thats just crazy.  Time is flying by way to fast, but in a way it goes slow sometimes too.  I can't wait to drive!  oh yeah, lol.  but that comes with a lot of responsibility, and means that i am getting older, so boo hoo.  Jeesh our generation is soooo spoiled sometimes.  woe is me, woe is he, woe is her,  my goodness.  well my state of mind may change at times, but atleast i know that i will always be me, i think? lol, yeah, i will be my friend, Suzy!! its ok, i will always love you!  maybe.  ok that is just weird now i am talking to myself or typing actually.  ok i forget what my point even was, as you can see i have digressed alot, but hey its in my genes, so please dont' blame me!!!   Neways, i will leave you confused, as in me confused, hahahhahahah, ok. hehehhehehe.  at least i am not so down in the dumps i guess, cuz i just realized all that i am lucky fo.  ok i go cry now!!!!  Make the insanity stop!!!!  Adios amigos y amigas.  Remeber:  !!!!Los pollos gaupos me hacen triste!!!!  Your wacked out friend,  Suzy Herrmann

  I feel better now, i got all that stuff out, even if i am talking to nobody and nobody is readin this, oh well.  Neways, i put more links in the links section, and there will be more once I rember them.  Tomorrow i am leaving for awhile like a month to Washington.  I am gonna miss everyone down here so bad, but it shall be fun up there hopefully.  Crap i gotta pack, oh great here i am getting all stressed out again just like i was a few hours ago.  ok well i hope to make this site better, maybe even add some stuff on my band, and other bands too.  SHIFTER OF SHADOWS!!!!!  ok, harharhar ha.  um di dumdumdum.  ~sigh of stress~  look back for more stuff, hopefully there will be funny stuff and stuff on here.  ADIOS!!!