ANA'sSoilders

Hide It From Rents & friend

 I've been hiding it for 13 months because thats how long mine has been, it was only until i was looking at other sites and one site said ANA was what my symptoms are, i know i got thinner and i hid it from friends and i didn't want them growling at me because some of my friends are bigger than me and by suggesting that you've stopped eating, it calls them fat too.

• My school jumper hid it but when i got thinner round bottom instead of my normal tight school trousers i wore jeans to school.
• I wore tighter tops to seem like i hadn't changed, and i comented how big my boobs had gotten, nobody wanted to say they were small
• I pointed out other thinner people than me so i wouldn't seem so small.
• I pointed out other people weight loss so they would leave me alone
• I talked to boys, they don't care
• I studied at meal times and said i was hungry
• I comented on fattening foods (saying how nice they were) so i wouldn't look weight obsessed
• I gave my food away and said i had loads more money left and that i had already had 3 that day
• I went to bathroom when friends ate and stayed there untill they had finished and when i came out i said i was ill
• I drunk water untill i was full.
• I gave my food to the dog and kept the bones on the plate if it was chicken
• I covered up at home, and wore same baggy pjamas
• I flushed the tiolet, to drown out the noises of purging
• I was sick when the went out (night shifts)
• I cleaned obbsessivly
• I accidently fell asleep round about tea-time
• I told my mum i had already eaten when she went out
• I told my mother i didn't like what she cooked (yet she is a proffesional) and advised her to let her do it myself
• I asked her to order greasy food, when i  knew she had no money, to make it look like i was normal.
• When i cooked i put my food on a layer of three slices of bread, then i went up stairs and disposed of th bread by chucking it over the hedge on to the next doors garden.
• If we were sat at a table, i chewed really slowly so that they would finish before me , while they were washing the pots i slipped some to the dog, and put the rest in the bin when they had gone.
• I wore white, the most un slimming colour ever
• I would create an arguemnt for my mother to send me to bed, or tell me i have no tea, if she send me to bed hello, next door neighbours garden lol
• I would have a massive breakfast and then throw it back up at school, and to make sure no-one noticed i went to school/college extra early.
• I got up extremely late on weekends and then rushed out of the house to my BF's without no breakfast.
• I told my BF's nan i didn't want to be fed because i had tea waiting at home
• And later told my mother how i had yorkshire puds at BF's nanans 
• When making breakfast for BF, i accidently dropped my egg, so that i wouldn't have to eat it lol!!!!
• I ate infront of teachers and fellow pupils, but then at home i exersized untill my legs fall off.