Milly was and will always be my beautiful baby girl, the little girl I longed for all of my life.

She had a tragic and painful life, fighting bravely with cerebral palsy and all of the aspects that went along with it.

She had the ability to make me cry, laugh, shout and smile all with one look!!

She had an extremely short life and not a second goes by that we dont miss her, and I dont think that will ever change, although in time it might not hurt as much as it does.

Milly had a lot of family and friends that loved her dearly and in that respect she was a very lucky little girl, but in so many other ways life was very cruel.

I will never forgive myself really for her awful birth and for not saving her in the end, but that is something I will deal with over time, with the help of my family and friends. Also with my three wonderful boys.

For you Milly, because you loved us and we love you

x x x x