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NAVIGATION
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~*The Sex, drugs, Rock and roll life style fizzles out in the end*~
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Well this has been a long time hasnt it! Im not sure if this account will be as interesting or as amusing as the previous ones but im just here to reminice.
Do you know its been 2 years nearly since we visited this site! I know no one except us read it but it was something that me and zara did together because at them times i was having a bad time and home and i basically moved in with zara so we did EVERYTHING TOGETHER! Eat, sleep, eat boys, eat pringles, dance, sing, dress up!!! I even used to call her dad 'dad' and i couldnt really get to know her mum too good coz she was outta the country with Kallum. We had such good times together back then, reading the previous accounts brought back so many memories!
If we had continued to update that site over the next year we would have been able to have remember everything a lot more. So many things happened in yr 12 that its all kinda a blur. Zara got herself hooked up with James B (notice how many James' names are written on this site). Well this meant that zara wanted to hang out with him every friday and saturday night, but being the good friends we were she always wanted me to go along with her! And James not having a car of his own and not actually being able to drive a car full stop meant he used his good friend Azam to pick us up. So it was always Me, Zara, James, and Azam at James' boat, watching movies and eating pringles. Well it was only inevitable that me and Azam should get to know each other etc etc because James and Zara were all over each other hehe jokies.
Well that was really the start of the end. We met about a million different people every weekend whilst we were eating apples like they were going out of fashion with James and Azam at parties all over the country. Im sure everyone will never forget the time on the boat (sorry darren) when i talked and talked and talked for hours on end whithout letting anyone interupt. I was a maniac, then I danced like a crazy man i saw in KL, then i was cold so i put James' grandfathers sailing jumper on, a safety helmet, safety goggles and a safari hat on top of the safety hat. What a sight, i wish we had a picture. Then i knocked over an instrument filled with water! James found out i had my shoes still on inside his boat and everyone was like CERI! Not my fault, i hadnt been there before at this time but what an impression i made on everyone there! Azam played a song for me by Loudness-Ares Lament...the first line is 'you make me smile when i think of you' i actually didnt know this till a few months ago, sneaky little man! He actually played that song in the car the first time he picked me up from school but i was still so in my own world i never noticed.
So a year went on, some crazy events and some crazy people went by. Zara ended up with Hirwan and i ended up with Azam. And so we begin our second year, yr 13. I became a muslim. I married Azam, moved in with his family and lived happily ever after! Frequently visited my mum in Singapore where she lives now. Had another wedding. Re united Azam and Marwan. Became friends with Mas, Azam's ex wife. Went to school a bit. Did a few exams...and now we are approaching our final few weeks of our school lives and im so sad about it. Reading our past posts made me think about all the good times we had a JIS together and all the people we met and all the people who left. I dont ever want to forget them. I think now is the best time as any that we could have found this site again because it was a school thing, something we enjoyed in yr 11 and now we are all grown up and about to leave school!
Zara i love you and i always have. Thanks for being there and looking after me. Thanks to your family for making me feel at home at your house and letting me eat you out of house and home. Thanks for all the craziness and the good times. But just remember "The sex, drug, rock and roll life style has to die at some point". We have both grown up, grown apart in a way you can only do by getting older, getting serious boyfriends and concentrating on our own lifes. These things are natural but dont ever forget to stay in touch with me whenever we go our separate ways!
See you all another time...lets hope its not as long as 2 years this time.
Assalamualaikum to those whom it may concern, Good bye and good night for the rest of you! LV XXX
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Well hello there !
At last i have a say in this whole web site thingy...stoopid bitatch you are zara taking over and making me so angry i have swearing fit n den we fall out...ah well ova now...
Im sat here in dis poxy internet cafe in Panaga, with the slow ass computer and no one to talk to online coz dey all at school. So sad you know...have no friends to see untill tomorrow but its all good coz i get to spend 'quality' time with ma momma. Its cool now you know, when i was a little younger ie. 12-14 i didnt get along with her very well but after all the shite that has happened to us in the last year we got closer and its like we juz good friends now you know.
So yeah looking forward to tomorrow. Gunna get picked up at 11 to go to school where we are gunna wait untill our yr 10 orang putih boys finish school then we gunna go visit our bandarians. They can drink but me not...im a good girl these days. Den back to Doodahs to swim n maybe eat pringles...see how much money we have. oh yeah n then he has to teach me some songs on guitar...
So unfair...dun get to see Jmz for so long. Stupid Dylibob the platapus stealing him on Sat to jam so i cant see him again...stoopid boy stole him last weekend too 
Gonna go get my dress for 'prom' fitted now. Hope it turns out nice...dun wanna look a bigger dork than i already do...that night should be fun...empire gunna be full of trashed little ppl...
Well i hope zara gets into the swing of this whole thing...will have to go to hers so we can put some pictures onto the site. Ok so bye bye for now.
CaH x x |
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Nothing Should Ever Be Taken For Granted
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daym i just wrote a big long paragraph and it deleted
well hello again big wide internet. i am not going to be mean to ceri in this paragraph since i spent the whole of yesterday paying her out and i love her really. it was fun yesterday, i was behaving like a spastic and fell off the bed laughing at images of ceri getting stuck in the bath but hey whats new hehe i dont wanna leave england is a hole. i mean a huge big black hole i hate it, it is so miserable and it makes me sad
talking of sad i am not the happiest of bunnies today, i just thinking about ppl and its making me sad, maybe i should cheer up or by the end of the paragraph u will all be crying. courtney love is still my idol she is the coolest and has the coolest lyrics and red lip stick. plus she was married to kurt cobain whom was equally as brilliantey. well i am gonna go now, there was something else i meant to add but i forgot, well u know how my memory is... I HAVE A HABIT OF REPEATING MYSELF LILIANA hehe wen i think of more shyt to babble on i will be back
zaza (p.s ceri i am gonna have fish tonight ) |
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easy like sunday mornings
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Borada!
Well zara i would just like to say that when i logged on just now i never expected to see all them changes to the site! "well done darlin". N i hope that you are feeling a bit happier now, what made you so unhappy before? Well your mam is going to be back tomorrow so you should be estatic seeing as you havent seen her in like 5 weeks. N you know what your prom date is talking to me online and he is in a very good mood for no apparent reason. Just a bit of 'random' info i thought i would share w you!
Well on friday wat was all that shit about...my driver dropping us at school at like 12 so we had to wait 2 and a half hours to go home. Well at least i got to spend time w James. If you didnt already know i LOVE james clynes..no reason for it just do...n den i "LoBe" Dylan Blake Cam Ala Oska including Ted n Airell, dispite what they may think as i havent spoken to them much resently...sorry guys...So yeah anyway back to the story...eventually we got to the house n um...yeah we didnt do much actually...fuk i think we juz lazed around for fuking ages complaining we were hungry and then eventually desiding to walk to a restoran n eat mee goreng which was shite n found an ant on my plate . Den zara wanted a lolipop so had to walk even further to the shop down the road for some lollies n warheads...den we got home listened to music tried to find food...den yeah that was all...tried to get hold of James but it was usless...eventually the parents got back and they are were funny...everyone ended up getting drunk-ish except for me...good t total girl i am. N yeah was a really good night. Me and zara were singing courtney love into the mic n we were amazing. Tried to get some "pringles" but stoopid ppl too unreliable to get any for us... but oh well was still fun thanks guys.
Gotta study when i get home...2 exams tomorrow PE and IT but oh well..."just have to do my best"...
best sign off...LatERz
Cah x x x |
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Why does it always rain on my parade?
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Hey again.
FUK! exam is in an hour! Didnt study untill i got back to the hostel and that was at 1. Oh poooo. Stupid girl but thats what you get when you have someone like zara for a best friend. She so distracting with all her "master plans" etc. Todays master plan was how to sneak a $50 book outta the library for 'long term' loan. It worked though so fair play to her.
Its gunna become a kinda ritual writting about my love for JC. Sorry. But today he didnt even talk to me...how sad was i. Had to sit and talk w Allah for most of lunch time, not that i minded but would have prefered to sit w my love. N JC when eventually Zara lets you have this site address please dont feel like i am an obsessive stalker...im juz overly involved thats all.
Damn you know what we found out that zara is not going to die from the cancerous lump on her arm it actually turned out to be a wart which isnt much better. She keeps threatening to put it on my face if i aint nice to her, what a nice friend she is! Another idea from the Ms Britney Spears wannabe is to stay at Empire n i can rekindle my love for Dylan...that aint gunna happen im afraid woman but the whole me gunna be a Courtney Love/leadsinger from Blondie kinda girl when i grow up was cool. Mitch i am sorry that i told Dylibob about your other 'plans', which i am sorry for jumping to conclusions when i know u r not like that since u r the fukin virgin mary (hows ure baby btw ), for that empire night.I hope you aint gone and got me back for that one coz...your idea was to destroy the only relationship i have a chance at right now n i would never do that to you!
Newayz best go and see if my Britney Spears wannabe room mate is back yet.
ByE CaH x x x |
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ElvIS, tUpAC, kURt, BIggIE
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HELLOHA
well ceri made me giggle there, she makes me sound like an evil kenevil schemeing beyatch, but i am not really as i said before it is just the imagination that allows me to conjure up such plans. and i am not a theif i just 'borrowed' the book for a very long time, since it has my love courtney in it, oh yea and kurt and sid and johnny. I think we need some pringles at the weekend, they are my faviourite, i think if they were a human being i would marry them. come to think of it i seem to want to marry everything i like a lot haha including omesh's shoes. so therefore i would be a shyt wife and i doubt anyone would want to love me long enough to stay married to me oh no that means i am gonna grow old and senile with some one like ceri lol well i have one exam tomolo which is science which i am not flapping too much over since i already failed, and plus i have the whole of tomorro to revise, so why waste time today (although i advise everyone to work their socks off .. except when its pringle time). despite what ceri thinks, i know (and u 2) that she is just a bit obessed, should we say but its ok we will just go along with her ideas of only being 'overly involved' i miss ma bala, i havent seen ma fellow loquita for ages seeing as she has moved in with becky and she dosnet reply my msgs for almost 10 hours haha i get to go home tomolo and see ma mumma, ooo i get lots a goodies, havent seen her for 5 weeks an i missed her. i then get ma distillers cd and kurt posters, i think i will soon be in love with the distillers i am into riot grrl punk rock at the mo, bikini kill is ma next faviourite band. i am so excited about prom it will be fun as i cant wait till the after party hehe i get ma dress on wednesday, i hope it turns out nice, prolly have to have it altered again, since my body shape is slightly retarded in that i have a body like an egg timer sand thing.
i think i am gonna scoot now and try do something else to this website to glorify it, however the photos will have to be added tomorro from ma house cos this school dun have a scanner. farewell ma loves, asta la vista senorita, ciao bella, auf wiedersehn pet, adios mon amigo, selamat datang, byeeeeeeeee xxx zaza xxx |
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Jesus wants me for a sunbeam
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Hey,
Kinda bored right now. Been so gay today...didnt have any exams and the obne tomorrow i have all day to study for so me and liliana layzed in the library reading all day. Kept hearing her giggle at different parts in the Harry Potter book shes reading. Funny girl.
JIS and ISB rugby match after school today. OMG wat a fuking disaster that was. 50-15 to ISB. Loads a ISB people were there and i even saw Kate! Zara you have no need to worry she aint anything to be worried about. Dun know what Liam sees in her 
Ah...so nice my love made the effort to come and sit with me at break today, even after all hims bummers had left. Felt special but was very tongue tied which was sangat malu but oh well...sat with him at lunch too and talk heaps up until he said "dont worry, one day i will be a fully grown hairy man like you Ceri" humz...that didnt make me estatic especially because a comment along that lines caused us to fall out for fukin ages last time and also because the people at the other end of the table ie. Allah were also making comments about hair! After school saw him a bit but yeah i think he is in love w SW...they really good friends but yeah...spend heaps of time w her...
newyaz....James Carnes tomorrow hopefully its good...well it should be coz Jmz Clynes is going....humz...im tokin 2 him right now actually...newayz hes bringing pringles so thats good!!
Zara is at this very minute designing me. Making me a courtney love looka likey but it aint too great despite what zara sed. omg now im gunna dye my hair...mom gunna freak ... heheh
love u all...especially the boy whos innocence are gunna be taken for free....
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Hello again,
Im going out with James! woohoo at last. So cool! newayz...James Carnes party was last night and almost everyone was wasted. Funny because i dont drink. So yeah we were late because we had to see Steven. Den we ended up walking down the road with a bag full of beer, zara dressed as a mental patient and me as a Wannabe Punk. We looked a sight but was all good. Walking down the drive to the MDs house met Jmz and Bhanu. They were off to get 'food'. Me and Zara disapeared for a while and everyone came looking for us, haha how lobed are we. Eventually me and Jmz meet up again n go for a walk to the beach. He ate some pringles and then we were just talking and talking. Being interupted all the time tho. Then zara finshed off our supply of pringles and me n Jmz just spent till 11 with each other blah blah den Flo n Zara were like so are you going out yet and im like no...so they run away and the next thing i know hes back ontop asking me out. nice. Just thought you would like to know that...
I hate this website...wanna change it so we can get one of them feedback things...will have to discuss w zara if n when she gets up...she so lazy i mean we slept around 2:15 which aint that late so yeah...
Gotta go now ive um updated u...oh one more thing....i miss Dylan loads !!! i mean hes only been away for 2 days n yeah. Cant wait till he comes back. He is soooo nice...such a good friend... ... lobe u Dylibob...
CaH x x x |
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Men dont protect you any more
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Heylo
my arm is more spastic than ever it is swollen and red and itchy, well at least i kno its not a wart like ceri says but the nurse has no clue of what it is so have to see the doctor tomorro. hope they dont have to chop my arm off. well at least i get nice medicine, its minty and have to suck it out of a syringe. |
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