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Alex's Asylum
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Yellow clouds swirl around a purple dew sky,
This crazed place is strengthening.
As my three arms scratch my head, I must wonder why.
My toes digging unto the blue soil are banqueting.
Flowers litter the pink slime topped mounds,
Yet no colors do they…will they bear.
This crazed place is gripping at my mind in a tight grasping bound,
The ludicrousness makes me annoyed, forces me to tear at my hair.
Walking becomes a struggle as I stagger and sway,
This crazed place is causing my body to fight.
My head is spinning, a war within fray.
My feet are confused as they stumble along, which one’s left and which is right?
My thumb growled with starvation,
As I sprained my stomach from twisting it too far.
This crazed place is tormenting my every deliberation,
As I continue to falter through this incongruous land that is mar.
Words struggle to protrude from my ears,
Oh how I wish to scream!
This crazed place is torturing me, all through the long years,
As my mouth yearns to listen for another voice to bring me back to serene.
My head does the walking,
As my legs ponder bemused.
From reality, this crazed place is blocking.
I am like a fade in life; unwanted…unused.
When will this tormenting end?
When will this suffering stop?
Will I ever feel the taste of easiness again?
How I wish that from this crazed place I will drop.
Winged dreams disrupt my raw thoughts,
Their sticky surfaces bruising my magenta skin.
This crazed place is abandoning my brain, allowing it to rot.
In the battle between farce and reality who will win?
The simplicity of life spins before me without hesitation,
Unaware of my miserable state.
How did this crazed place become my destination?
My mind, once was so easy to handle, has now turned into endless freight.
Beads of sweat trickle down my knees,
As my two foreheads buckle with fear.
I am trapped in the crazed place, no longer shall I be free,
Hours become minutes as minutes to seconds and soon passes by a year.
No longer does my head yearn to feast upon sincerity,
It has learned to starve upon falseness and twisted-ness.
No longer does my body ache to function correctly,
It has learned how to falter and no longer exactness.
My mind has fumbled unnecessarily, for it shows,
Tears stain my wrist at the knowledge of the unwanted fact.
My eyes burn as I writhe them to and fro,
I was dragged unwillingly to this crazed place…and I wasn’t going back.
Laughter…smile… charm,
Never again would I feel such delight.
Peace…soothe…warm,
Never again would I see or feel the light.
Memories of realism are gradually fading away,
No longer will my mind thirst on what is not here.
My brain shrills a scream of unknown terror with each passing day,
All bravery lost, all hope diminished, I can only feel fear.
Desire is a factor I can rely on no more,
No longer can I remember feelings.
No longer may I feel hate…pain…or gore.
But I would give anything now to feel…even if it meant misery.
This crazed place has now triumphed,
I have pathetically given in.
This crazed place has me now overcome,
This, I know, may be the end.
Many years have now passed,
Since I entered this crazed place.
My last breaths are shortening…I am fading away fast.
But with my last few moments to live I strain for something across my face.
At first I cannot see what I yearn,
Until my ragged lips curl in a smile.
And then from torment the rest of my body adjourns,
And then the rest of my body smiles.
It is I, who has won,
It is not I, who has perished.
For so many years I have been here…alone,
I have finally remembered that no matter what, life must be cherished.
And slowly I passed on into eternal slumber,
How I wished just once that I could have prized life even if it appeared so ghastly.
But for once in many years…years so great a number,
I smiled once more…one last time…and I was happy.
Endless
Fluttering, flying
Spread my wings
Soaring, gliding
Who cares what others think?
Sprinting, dashing
Let the wind touch my face
Stepping, dancing
Forever in this place
Laughing, smiling
Make me blissful
Giggling, chiding
Us, never wistful
Naďve, furling
Touch my hand
Silence, searching
Let me grab your hand
Peace, tranquility
Listen to my breath
Hush, serenity
Follow me to my death
Jagged, menacing
Jump with me
Frightening, intimidating
Let our souls go free
Falling, terrifying
I go down, not above
Struggling, crying
You pushed me off the cliff called “love”
Don't Leave Me (Lord of The Rings Fanfic)
Ominous whispers in the looming mountain,
Onward they bring me, toward my destiny…toward my doom.
The fires of fate lie in the mountain’s chasm,
My heart sinking deeper in the growing gloom.
(Gandalf)
Don’t leave me here to die,
Don’t let me wither.
It was you, who told me to fly,
But how can I when you are no long hither?
The world is slowly changing,
The planet is tilting in its place.
Slowly passing into oblivion,
Evil is now afoot, faster in pace.
(Aragorn)
Don’t let me diminish,
Don’t leave me to fade.
Your bravery in the past had always helped my soul replenish,
For it was you who swore to protect me by your blade.
Smoke rises in the East,
And with it looms the darkness.
Somehow I must keep atop my feet,
For the only thing protecting me is my flesh.
(Merry and Pippin)
Don’t let me cease,
Don’t leave me to suffer.
You taught me to never weep,
And look at life through laughter.
The skies grow baleful,
And thunder clasps any valor.
Fear in these parts is plentiful,
But it is I who must take the dread and conquer.
(Legolas)
Don’t let drown in woe,
Don’t leave me here to burn.
You so powerful with arrow and bow,
It was an honor to have your allegiance sworn.
The ring hanging by my chest,
Only grows deeper with each passing night.
Will the power of The One give me no rest?
It is the thing keeping me from outright.
(Gimli)
Don’t let me rot to nothing,
Don’t leave me here to plummet.
Your tactics so powerful, so cunning,
May you have better fortune than my imminent.
Cold winds slap at my weak back,
Surges of torture lie within.
It’s the ring that is causing my heart to go black,
Do I wish to know how this will end?
(Boromir)
Don’t let me freeze in my fright,
Don’t leave me here alone.
I know you saw nothing but the Ring in your site,
But why did you betray me for the One?
Shadows pass over my thoughts,
Grasping them in a tight bound.
Somehow this war must be fought,
But will it end in an ash-filled mound?
(Sam)
Don’t let me fall into void,
Don’t leave me here to quiver.
Faithful companion, I dragged you on my road,
And I know to leave me you would never.
Don’t let my soul fully dry,
Please, give me my heart to keep.
Don’t leave me here to die,
Just let me stay, let me weep.
Don’t Leave Me.
Don’t leave me here to pass to eternal sleep,
Just let my sob, let me cry.
Let me shed me tears, let me weep,
And I only ask: Please don’t let me die.
Don’t Leave Me.
Just let me sob, let me cry,
Let me shed my tears, let me weep,
And I only ask: Please don’t let me die.
To Live is To Lose
Why fear the forgotten
When they are already lost?
Why search for what's gone
When everything's clearly hopeless?
There's no honor to merely try
No victory in attempting
You can only do or die
For here you will find no redemption
[chorus]
Lost yourself in the labyrinth
There's no way to get out
Follow the voice of the witch
Perhaps you'll find a safer route
Kill the bull and the eye
For they will haunt your journey
But the shadow you will not fight
For he is always wary
Fifty-two pick up will take on a new name
For when the cards slices and dices, it becomes your own game
Lay that ace out on the table
And watch as the spirit is let loose
Trapping yourself in this dark fairy tale
The only way out is to lose
The bindings on your wrist
Show that you are week
You're fears you must kiss
In order to become free
The clouds are swirled
Like your own messed up brain
Watch as the scenery twirls
And play sickening mind games
There's a war going on
Between you and yourself
One side has now won
While the other has killed itself
Lost yourself in the labyrinth
There's no way to get out
Follow the voice of the witch
Perhaps you'll find a safer route
Kill the bull and the eye
For they will haunt your journey
But the shadow you will not fight
For he is always wary
Fifty-two pick up will take on a new name
For when the cards slices and dices, it becomes your own game
Lay that ace out on the table
And watch as the spirit is let loose
Trapping yourself in this dark fairy tale
The only way out is to lose
Not even the paper flowers
Can brighten the path
For their poisonous darts
Show you their wrath
And even the trees are an omen
That dares you to press further
And the snake with deadly venom
Becomes your herder
Welcome to the Pool of the Dead
Its contents are the tears of the weeper
Yet it has a thick red
The blood of the Grim Reaper
Go on, try to leave
Come on, just try
So you have been listening to me
You know you will only do or die
A shame you had to die
Lost yourself in the labyrinth
There's no way to get out
Follow the voice of the witch
Perhaps you'll find a safer route
Kill the bull and the eye
For they will haunt your journey
But the shadow you will not fight
For he is always wary
Fifty-two pick up will take on a new name
For when the cards slices and dices, it becomes your own game
Lay that ace out on the table
And watch as the spirit is let loose
Trapping yourself in this dark fairy tale
The only way out is to lose
Do you remember how the sun shone,
Back in your world?
Do you remember how you used to smile,
Back in your world?
Do you remember how you used to love,
Back in your world?
Do you remember all that was vile,
Back in your world?
Forget it all
For you'll never see it again
Disregard it all
This is all that you'll get
You didn't lay that ace onto the table
You just wouldn't lose
Pity, you seemed so able
But you just couldn't choose
Between honor and life
Sure it was obtuse
But at least we took the easy way out, eh?
A shame you had to die
Just because you had to try
When I told you
You could only do or die
Pity, you have no pulse
Because you didn't lose
Even when I told you
That ace you must use
At least you're no longer lost in the labyrinth
For you've found the way out
Without following the voice of the witch
For you found your own route
Disregarding the bull and the eye
You destroyed your journey
But your shadow you had to fight
Because you were too wary
Fifty-two pick up will take on a new name
For when the cards slices and dices, it becomes your own game
Lay that ace out on the table
And watch as the spirit is let loose
A shame you didn't trap yourself in this dark fairy tale
If only you would lose
Wandering Spirits
Look Me in the Eye
One Thousand Screams
Soft and misleading
Drawing you into
The Vortex of Eternal Bleeding
Though sweet is the words
Of those that were hurt,
They did not plant the seedling
Roots grow deep
Watered only by
The sounds of
A thousand screams
Of a thousand heads
That lived a thousand lives
And died a thousand deaths
Mask of the Reaper
You're looking quite Grim
Tears of the Weeper
A thousandth sin
Aged, twirling arms
Grasping at air
Trying to hold to
What is not there
Drained, gray eyes
Searching for rest
And nearly yearning
For an easier death
Cracked is the flesh
Where there once was hope
Farwell ye merry friends
For Hell has now spoke
Through the window
Past the curtains
The sounds of
A thousand screams
Of a thousand heads
That lived a thousand lives
And died a thousand deaths
Water the tree
That started it all
And from the branches
The ghosts will fall
Bleed
In the fields I pray
To an unknown god
And a lost faith
In the woods I sing
Without a voice
Without a ring
In the stream I dance
Despite no hope
Despite all chance
Just put me back to pieces
Just break me into whole
In the labyrinth of Hell
No one knows where to go
Moisture on the fire
Tears of the devil's eyes
Burning your soft flesh
No one to hear your cries
Shadows take my hand
Gently leading me
To my Promised Land…
My own Promised Land
In the dark I bleed
And the spiders
I shall feed
In the walls I hide
With a stealth
That has long died
In the fire I drink
As darkness falls
And shadows creep
Just stab me back to life
Just heal me until death
The dark powers of evil
Grows even stronger yet
Bloodless is the blade
Halted is the killing
But look and watch
It is you you're hitting
Shadows take my hand
Gently leading me
To my Promised Land…
My own Promised Land
In the sky I sleep
With open eyes
And moving feet
In the light I scream
Of things in my head
And my dreams
In the cell I slash
Wishing for
A different past
Just shake me back to sleep
Just scream until I wake
No secrets need be kept
Your predicament was fate
Eyes that cannot see
Tombs that cannot hold
The promise that you keep
Shadows take my hand
Gently leading me
To my Promised Land…
To my Promised Land
In the fields I pray
To an unknown god
And a lost faith
Take me to my Promised Land
In the fields I pray
In the fields I pray
When Darkness Comes (all will be beautiful)
Laced with azure silk
With sleeves made of sapphires
Skin as fair as creamy milk
Dancing with the grace of fire
A slender hand
A gentle touch
A silver fan
There is never too much
Mmm oh,
Her voice is filled with song
Her hair is filled with rubies
Mmm oh,
As gentle as the bell
As powerful as the gong
Mmm oh,
Yet she still just doesn't see
How nearly perfect she looms
Mmm oh,
Because she's still blinded
By the beauty of the moon
Oh,
Child of the Night
Lady of the Skies
Woman of flight
As simple as the tree
As complex as the rune
Why do you continue
To be beaten by the moon?
Clad in tattered rags
With sleeves made of flesh
Skin as rough as paper bags
Stepping with the grace of the rest
A moth-eaten arm
An icy cold stare
Disappearance of charm
Life is never fair
Mmm oh,
Her voice is filled with cries
Her hair is filled with flies
Mmm oh,
As sturdy as the twig
As reliable as the dice
Mmm oh,
And she has always seen
The mirror on the wall
Mmm oh,
And it clearly states
She's not the fairest of them all
Oh,
Child of the Night
Lady of the Skies
Woman of flight
As simple as the tree
As complex as the rune
Why do you continue
To be beaten by the moon?
But once the moon goes out
And we no longer play Light's game
We'd all just learn that
In Darkness, we're all the same
We're all the same
Mmm oh,
Her voice is filled with silence
Her hair is nothing but blackness
Mmm oh,
As subtle as the knife
As obvious as the night
Mmm oh,
And we will never see
How perfect beauty looms
Mmm oh,
Now that we're no longer blinded
By the beauty of the moon
Oh,
Child of the Night
Lady of the Skies
Woman of flight
As simple as the tree
As complex as the rune
Even though it's gone
You're still beaten by the moon
Silent Spectator
Momma never talked
'Bout those dull Senate blues
Just wanna get up and
Dance in my blue suede shoes
Gotta get my mind
Off the lousy bills
'Cause, quite frankly,
Who cares how I feel?
Tally up the game board
Which vote will beat the team?
In the end it doesn't matter
'Cause it doesn't include me
Stand up and cry aloud
Blame me because I'm the cause
Don't matter what I see
As long as I don't say you're wrong
Call me the elitist
Tell me how I steal
Honey, I'm sorry
That's the way you feel
Don't wanna sit around
Waiting for more talk
Just get me outta here
So my mind can be unlocked
To hell with your lousy eggs
Let's stick 'em all in the basket
We're not putting anything at stake
'Cause in the end, they're all gonna break
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