Children’s Park, South Bronx

 

By

 

Stephen M. Larson

 

 

 

I

 

There is a city,

where the tenements,

            like mountains,

dominate the land and

claw at heaven, and

 

where the streets,

                        like rivers,

            run black brown yellow and

            swirl with life and death and

 

            where the children,

                        like butterflies,

            float on shy wings and

            then falter or lie crushed and broken and

 

There is a valley

            where the tenement

                        mountains

            loom dark and angry and

            shoulder aside the poisonous sky and

 

            where the street

                        rivers

            gather in a backwater eddy and

            deposit their burdens of trash and treasure and

 

            where the children

                        butterflies

            struggle for light and warmth

            at the feet of beasts and monsters.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

II

 

A once-upon-a-time garden grew in this valley,

and a tree, where bears

            (soft and small)

            climbed

            dangled

            smiled;

 

Smiled upon butterflies and beasts and monsters

and gave love

            and happily-ever-after promises

and took nothing

            but rain

            and snow

            and wind

            and (sometimes) sun.

 

 

III

 

The soft, small bears watched and smiled:

            (The butterflies

            bludgeon the darkness with delicate beauty;

            see only sparkling waters and dancing leaves

                        and God;

            and chide the grim mountains with crystal laughter.

 

            And then

            one day

            their sparkling eyes darken

            and their dancing wings are stilled

            and their feet are chained to the mountains

            and they see another god

            and their beauty is forever scarred).

 

The climbing bears watched and smiled:

            (The beasts

                        were once butterflies

            until they saw the scowling mountains

            and torn sky

            and fouled rivers

            and turned to the monsters

                        for help

            and gave up freedom to gain

                        escape.

 

            And now

            they shuffle and creep

            with torn wings

            to the feet of the monsters

            who bring them a god

                        of slavery).

 

The dangling bears watched and smiled:

            (The monsters

                        were once beasts

                        were once butterflies

            until the slavegod told them that

            slow, hazy death—

            vein-burning death—

            sweet, heart-crushing, brain-popping death—

            would bring them gold

            and free them from the valley

                                                river

                                                mountains.

 

            And then

            the god of slavery

                        and lies

            ripped their wings off completely and

            sent them in chains

            to sell death

            to the beasts).

 

And all the time the

            soft, small

            climbing

            dangling

            bears

smiled as they watched,

for they saw the beasts and the monsters

taking care not to hurt the butterflies,

and they knew that the beasts and the monsters

were still butterflies

            somewhere

            heart-deep

            soul-deep.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

IV

 

There is a city . . . .

There is a valley . . . .

There are mountains and rivers . . . .

 

But the once-upon-a-time garden has been taken away,

along with the tree

            and the soft, small bears,

            and the happily-ever-after promises.

 

But the monsters are still there,

            and the beasts,

            and the butterflies;

 

And the god of slavery and lies is still there

            with his promises

            and chains.

 

And another God is still there, too—

            heart-deep

            soul-deep.

 

If only the monsters and beasts would look

            with sparkling butterfly eyes,

they might find their wings once again.

 

 

Copyright ©2001 by Stephen M. Larson