| MOOD 22.4.2009 Thoughtful and rather tired/unmotivated Lily Allen - Smile |
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It's still the holidays for another week, thank god! I don't know why, but I still feel so tired all the time, even though I sleep till at least 10am each day. Very wierd. Sometimes I think I must have some sort of illness where I am constantly tired, because I'm just always like this. Also, I'm having trouble getting to sleep each night, and I just lie in my bed for hours waiting to all asleep. Last night I only went to sleep at about 12.45. Eeeew. I'm walking around the house in my high heels, as I have for the last two days, so I can get used to wearing them for the deb. Shudder. I don't really want to do the deb. I'm just sosososo nervous. Because, a) I'm going with my crush and b) I'm not a dancer and take forever to learn dance moves. Practice starts next Thursday I think, or next next Monday. So I have to start getting used to the idea. I'll look very pretty on the night I'm sure, but he could be going with so many other, prettier confidant-er girls :(
ACHIEVEMENTS I'm going to start doing an activity where I achieve something each week, and write it down. I think it will boost my self esteem, and be an interesting thing to do =] Term 1 Year 11 Week One : managed to survive going back and making new group (Sara, Geg, Me) Week Two : asked Sam to deb Week Three : went to Elizabeths party Week Four : got folders and moved all work into them Week Five : finished reading Turn of the Screw for extension english Week Six : worked for patty Week Seven : went to races and had champagne (!!) Week Eight : finished all assignments and handed in Week Nine : did cross country Week Ten : survived a term of school & bought deb dress Holidays Week One : had sleepover with Geg and Milly & bought deb shoes & had easter Week Two : started this website again & had my birthday!! |
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