SYNOPSIS:

This is the true life lesson of a child abandoned by his father at the age of five. A journey that was defenseless against a pandora’s box of evils. A lamb left a prey for the fierce life threatening wolves.

Abused and betrayed by a mother that never loved. Ignored, vexed by family, demoralized by an inefficient foster care system, labeled and ignored by an inept educational system, oppressed by an unfair and insensitive social system, demonized and convicted guilty by the world.

This book is a memoir about a life search and its meaning. My soul was tormented yearning for love. I fight with an unstoppable quest to be understood and to be somebody. The author of this book continually struggled to find his place, to fit in where many refused to see or accept. I always knew from early childhood of a Destiny/Greatness that is vast, measured by the innumerable trials and tribulations that had to be overcome by desire. I am the embodiment of an unquenched thirst to achieve and excel in this life. Accomplish despite the overwhelming statistical numbers that formulate a pit of mediocrity, under-achievement or early death. I am not dead, diseased, alcoholic, drug afflicted, father of many or doomed. I do not accept negative life experiences as a life conviction. I am better than all that Satan has thrown at me. I have defeated and overcome all that defeated me. This is due to the power of my “ABBA” in me.

This story transcends all genders, cultures, creeds, age, time, religion and continents. My spirit thus manhood could never be beaten, starved, exposed to the elements, threatened, manipulated, ignored etc.; from me.  I am/was always more man than those who were the perpetrators. I will show in this book, that all the men, women and children who are/have been abused, are more powerful than those cowards who inflict various mental, physical, and spiritual pains. 

My spirits, my zeal that millions share that are disenfranchised. A spirit that can not be destroyed held back or down forever.

The average person has suffered the tragedy failure of those who brought us in this world. I relate to all the victims who are survivors of parents and family that was never given our permission to be a part of. 

As the short obscure but spiritually exalting Prayer of Jabez, this is yet another genre of writing that will be a blessing for, with and through millions of people.

This book will be a powerful spiritual solution and awareness for many that struggle, are lost and are disillusioned.

The title of this book is a spiritual vision to offer and answer the vast amount of those who are caught up in alcohol abuse, drugs, mental health medications, illicit sex, violence, worldly based psychological systems, suicidal ideations and all other negative behaviors that are not conducive for a positive life style.

There are many worldly remedies that attack the symptoms, but only one solution that cures, heals and eliminates the debilitating source/sources.

This is my truth to be shared from life, experience, educational, professional, affliction, revelation, problem-solving, prayer, scriptural reading, studying, observance, overcoming, achieving, excelling against the odds and condemnation.

This is a voice of many stories, a bugle for the world to hear. I seek to unite all who have suffered individually and together. The numbers that exhibit negative behaviors are astounding. Souls screaming out for help from those who are victims and survivors. This is an answer to the Mr. Cosby's, Limbaugh's, Bush's, Thomas’s, Rice’s, etc. of the world. I pray to open up dialogue and formulate solutions to unsolvable ignored blind, false, ongoing, escalating problems. 

This is my blessing and vision from an “ABBA” (“GOD”), that loves, is with and answers all. This book 

is especially for those who are seeking diligently.